Back At It!

After a wonderful night at the Mary B.Morrison venue, I went out with one of my best friends for a late night dinner.

For some reason I have this incredible ability to hear conversations that I could careless about. Maybe because I have limited vision and you know if one sense if lost the other's are increased,or at least one is, mine is hearing. (the human body is amazing) Anyway, I hear a little man talking to his homeboy commenting on me and my friend. His words were, "Yeah dating pretty women is work,they require too much,they probably lonely,no man and mad, while glaring at us. OK this is the guy that also has a woman to the left of him. No she was not the most attractive woman, and I can understand his choice, based on his comments he seems a bit immature and insecure and any other "im" or "in" you can find. The fact that he was one step from being a midget also explained his disposition. Even though I prefer a tall man,I have nothing against a short one, as long as he has it where it matters and they usually do. But this mofo was losing it in all areas, bad attitude, gossiping about women and looking like a fucking gobbler. What nerve to speak ill about any woman, I guess he knows what he will never have.

I believe men know what kind of woman they can get. They do not dream big in that area because a man will only go for what he think she can get,and believe me if you give him any inclination that there is a inkling of a possibility of getting that a man will wait and be good to you, just based on the possibility. Women, we know from the jump. We just have to take the time to find out if this mofo is crazy or not. There are those who think they can get any woman, (I love them the most). The one's that have that superman ego and think they are God's gift to all women, they gamble, and put it all on what they can do with the dick. Like one woman said "Dick is forgettable". And I must add also too easy to attain, too available and ready and hard to get rid of sometimes. You can take that gamble with me, give me your best shot and I will enjoy it for what it is, just don't call me I will call you.

My first Appearance!!

Tonight I had my first appearance introducing my first book, Please Don't Date Me-100 Reason's Why

First I would like to say thank you to Mary B.Morrison, who gave me the opportunity to introduce my book at her venue. It was very exciting and I was very nervous, so nervous that I thought I would just freeze. I have to practice speaking in front of people. The fact that I am incredibly shy in front of strangers probably showed a bit. I also forgot my business cards, duh! This was a learning experience and a clear reminder to always "be ready".

Although I am very tired tonight, my adrenaline is still flowing through my body and I am wide awake, anticipating my next move. Planning this book signing, for real and stop procrastinating is my next move. I am so excited about this new venture.

Stay tuned, it gets better.

Good Night!

He winked at Me:)

Out hanging with friends watching football, trying to stay cool from the heat. I rarely get out socially and I thought I would take advantage of the hot weather and maybe flirt with someone.

We were all at the bar talking and laughing. I told the little 25 year old that was sitting near by with the gold grill how old I was and went on to have some kind of weird conversation about cougar's and how he was a tiger or cub or maybe even a pup. Not too sure what the point was, I was a little tipsy and just passing the time.

Then there he was.

I had seem him in this place before, but made no attempt to have a conversation or make eye contact. I just thought he was some guy that just hangs out at the bar. He was very tall, very handsome and after checking him out for a while, very friendly, did I say attractive? Ok. The evening went on and then I looked up and he winked at me. A nice wink, a flirt, who knows how long it took him to actually do that. (Men don't usually say anything to me, they just stare) And what did I do? I smiled and looked away from embarrassment of being winked at. I know, I know, sounds crazy, but that's exactly what happened. I did not look at him again and then he was gone. Wow,lady Good job!

So, I am not sure what he is about or why I froze up like a still photo, but I thought about it all night. My lack of dating these days has me completely unaware of what it looks like when a man is actually interested. I have got to get out more often. My friend said that he is "good people". I am not sure what's supposed to happen after this,but I am going to go back to that bar one day, just to see if he's there, maybe I will wink at him next time.

Untimely Meeting.......

There is a certain feeling I get when I meet people from my past is trying to get into my future. It's mind blowing to me because I am not always sure why this person is here in the first place, so my brain's begin to scramble, then I can not sleep,only because the intentions that are being presented are false and I see it and feel it and I wonder why.

If you are amazed that you are in the presence of someone and find that you are experiencing unexpected pleasure then,enjoy it for what it is. It does not necessarily mean that you are suppose to be a permanent statue in someone's life. This could all be temporary, like the weather, so dress accordingly.

I feel an energy that makes me afraid. What I see and feel are in conflict and it is what I feel that must win this battle, because my eye's and ear's are deceiving me. My intuition is never wrong. My insight allows me to see what is being hidden. Have you ever listened to someone and you knew that they were bullshitting you? But you listened anyway? Yeah, that's the feeling. You look at the source and you know that this can not be, but what you feel is true so you shake hands with that enemy and send him on his way, knowing that he is not there for the benefit of you, but for his own naive selfishness. I am no fool, but you are for thinking so.

Good Night, we will see how this story unfolds.

Follow Me...If you Dare

WOW!


Last night was a blast, did some light weight promoting my book and got some pretty good reviews. Now is the time for me to say when I am doing this book launching party. It will be a celebration indeed. I guess I have been procrastinating on that a bit because I am so shy and I do not really like the spotlight that much. It really makes me nervous. But this shall be another thing that I conquer....one day:)

I am so happy right now, I am fulfilling a long time dream and I know this is just the beginning of a beautiful journey.

Peace and Love Ya'll!!!

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Reason # 18

" If I called a lot before sex and none after; please don't date me, I only wanted the sex".

How many ways?

How many way's can I tell you I am not interested.

How many time's do I need to say stop calling.

What do I need to to do to let you know that I am not interested.

Please....leave me alone. You are not "the one" for me.
I know that somewhere in your little head you think so, but I would have to agree with you in order for that to take place...ok?
Scram? Beat it!
Just find someone else. I was once told that there is someone for everyone, so please find your someone, it's not me. I promise.