So...What the F*** You Doin'?

There are a few ways to live this life; you can either get involved or stand on the sidelines.   So what the f*** you doin? There are no right or wrong answers because everyone has a part to play.  Everyone cannot be in the same space going through the same things all at the same time. However, we can share experiences that we have had at different periods of time.  We are here to experience. We are here to feel and most of all, to love.  So what the f*** are you doin? We are more connected than disconnected, but our misrepresented differences have become the theme of our lives.  Everything and Nothing matters.

In the midst of it all, what the f*** are you doin? Are you still living in the past? You can't seem to get past how they hurt you?  Are you still living with that man or woman that you stopped loving a long time ago?  What the f*** you doin?  Are you still blaming other people for your situations and your decision making? If so, what the f*** are you doin?  Is it not your life?  If you find yourself wanting a man, but you are so perfect and he has to be perfect, that no one can live up to your standards.  I am in no way asking you to lower your standards, but everyone comes here to make mistakes, everyone has flaws, and those things should be something we should try to embrace and understand before we judge.  Don't you want to be loved for all of you? Flaws and all? 

We are here to share experiences.  If you think you got all this shit figured out, what the f*** are you doing? We all would like to know.   Even with things that seem less than perfect, you'll find perfection. We are all flawed in a beautiful way.  We all deserve the love that will fill our wounds to heal them.  So? What the f*** you doin?  Are you still dishing out the pain that was given to you or are you finally ready to open up in a real and unfiltered way?  Expose that inner beast that is the hardest and the softest of you.  Come to me, otherwise what the f*** you really doin?


Love, Over and Over Again.....

Life IS.....

Life is like a roller coaster.  Life is crazy.  Life is amazing.  Life is full of shit. Life is whatever you want it to be. On any given day at any given moment, we have the power to change.  Where ever our minds, hearts, and thoughts take us, try and go there. We give into the prevalent energy that brings you to where ever you want to go, good or bad, you are the captain of your shit.

Often people think just because you have a pretty face, you've lived a pretty life.  They've confused things and have forgotten about character, love and knowing what it is to be a genuine person.  When those lines get blurred between the wolves and the sheep, it becomes a dark and lonely place where enemies wear the smiles of a best friend.  My fortress has become my weapon to serve all that is good; tactfully and with honesty.   There is nothing that can penetrate the sweetness of her honey.  You might taste and forget what you had before; then long for it for the rest of your life.  The price of intentions.

The next time you feel that you can not go on, remember that you have made it this far.  You have a purpose, and it is to live in your truth.  Once you are able to accept yourself, the masses will follow.  There is nothing wrong with being admired and misunderstood.  Let them figure out the rest.  You can't be everyone's lead.  Start with yourself.  Everything is possible.

Remember, life can be crazy, life can be amazing, while on your journey, each day is what you make it.  Do not get distracted by things that drain your energy.  Exercise your right to ignore things that do not empower you. Stand in a positive place, say goodbye to who you used to be. While in your season of Persephone, this chapter is requiring a higher degree of yourself. Be like a flame, and let it burn.

Love

A Love For Many Lifetimes......

I always welcome love with open arms, because the thought of never having it is something I can never imagine, so when I happen to fall in love, it is with intention.  It is not in the frivolous manner that some easily dispose of.  It does not lend itself to the use of a word that holds little or no meaning.  If I ever tell you that I love you, I really do.

You may not hear me tell you that I love you every day or every other day, but you will see it in the way that I look at you.  You will taste it in the meal I prepare for us. You will feel it when we make love and when we take each other to heights unknown and unexplored thoughts and manifestations.  As we travel to many realms of life, just hold my hand because once we go there, we may never be the same people to others or to each other.  It's just deep like that.  I won't play with you unless it's our time to.  If you would like, this love can drip from my fingers while I give you a back massage?  Or would you like it to spill from my lips, as we take in the same breath and then release it back into the atmosphere, only to have it transform into a silly substance that will bond us together forever?  Are you ready for this trip?  You only need one ticket.

As deep as my soul can go, you will be there to explore the depth of this commitment, this loyalty, there are no shallow waters, there is no end or bottom. It has always been for you, it will forever be here for you, that is my promise.  In this lifetime, and in the next, we will do what we have always done, and find each other and be what we need to be to each other.  There is no space or time between us, so don't be afraid when I appear.  You may not be ready, but I will be a familiar place, without any previous knowledge of our being.  There will be many faces to lead me to you, but you will know when the face you see is me.  I will feel comfortable with you because I am.  There is not much to be said, because we already know.  Here we are again, getting to know each other, such a beautiful process.   Just as much as I love you,  I know you love me too.  Many who say they love each other, will never experience what we have in a thousand lifetimes. Even when you feel the need to run and take your love away or I feel that I can do better, I know that we really belong within each other.  I will miss you until we meet again, and this time I won't mind that you leave the toilet seat up.

Love in Advance

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Negative Energy

Negative energy is just as prevalent and necessary has positive energy.  They both co-exist and for some, depending on your location it is the necessary component for survival.  Everything and everyone requires balance.  The yin and yang, masculine and feminine, good and bad.  It is all energy. The fluid that flows among us all.  We are taught to just focus on the positive things in life, but depending on who you are it is the negative or dark things that bring you the most pleasure.

It is common practice to ignore your dark side and to constantly be in a positive state of mind.  I know that "being" positive and having an overall "feeling" of goodness tends to bring you more of those moments.   Looking at the brighter side of things brings more of those happy moments into your life, but what do the negative things being?  Lesson and consequences?  If we change our ideas about what is negative or positive would it change the outcome?

For example, sex.  Sex is looked upon as something that can be negative if you have had several sexual partners. Or if you have sex before marriage?  It's considered a sacred act until you actually have it and enjoy it.  Depending on how and when you have it determines if it is negative or positive.  Sex is a natural act among humans. It creates the highest level of vibration.  It's euphoric and creates a marriage between two spirits.  It doesn't matter who you actually marry, you create a union with all of your past sexual partners and a documented marriage does not erase that.   It's powerful, it can alter your perception and control your emotional state.  Sex does not know if you are in love, yet many have fallen in love with it.  The energy created from it can be negative or positive.

Hold on to your positive energy, your highest vibrational spiritual state.  The spirit is what may be in jeopardy.  Pay attention to the vibes you get when you walk into a room, or how you feel when you are engaging in conversation.  The energy can and will tell you all that you need to know.  Whatever you decide to make your dominant energy whether positive or negative, it is impossible to not experience negative energy from people, places or things.  Go there, but don't stay there.

Choose Love

They Hate That You Are Loved....Oh Well!

Ahhh the face of jealousy, envy, and hate.    Some are close, others are far away but they pay attention to all that you do.  They judge your every move, yet admire you and hate you for being who you are.  The trolls, the lurkers, the low vibrating entities that social media has almost made invisible, but they are there.  That energy does not survive long, in secret mode, they eventually come out and shows themselves, and when they do, it's always a surprise to those who held them close.

The insurmountable energy that people spend on making themselves feel less, by hating on another is sometimes unbelievable.  You never really know why people hold such feelings toward someone they have made their competition, adversary or muse.  It is all in their head.  They have yet to realize that the same abilities live within them. They too have the power to create the life that they want.  However, instead, they focus on your greatness while denying their own.  They hate the fact that you are loved because they are unable to give that love to themselves or others.   Please, whatever you do, do not make that your problem.

I am here to encourage you to keep going.  The people who are pseudo there for you will eventually be revealed.  When you are elevating yourself, those who can not go with you will eventually be removed from your life. Everyone will not be allowed to reap the benefits of your cup being full. The universe removes people and replace them with people who are more aligned with who you are becoming.  I went through a period where people were falling off left and right, I thought wow I am losing people. But the fact was, people were losing me.  Someone even made the comment that there must be something wrong with me.  I had to laugh because at that point I realized that she was one of the people that needed to be removed and eventually she did remove herself.  

The tides are changing, some people will make the decision to live a better life, grow in love, create better friendships, and just live a great life.  Others will be doing the same shit they did ten years ago, let them.  Let them judge you while you travel the world, let them stay in their same mode of living, while you fall in love with the man of your dreams, let them sell themselves short (literally) while you create more love and abundance around you.   Never be mad when people fall off, let them, I guarantee your life will get better.

Peace & Love

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