Sometimes I find that I do not get approached by men because they are intimidated by a beautiful, confident woman. At this age of the game, some men are so messed up by the previous woman that they tend to not display as much confidence when trying to get to know a woman. Their confidence, swagger and whatever else has been stripped, so that's when they send the representative, that man that they hope that I will want to save the day, when nothing could be farther from the truth.
All I want right now are good, reliable, intelligent friends. I love a man who can tell me about something, one that can keeo me thinking. I have stayed in relationships because the mind game was so strong (and I mean that in a good way), unfortunately everything else was in the negative. I could say that I am a simple woman with simple needs or dumb down the fact that I am intelligent and have dreams, but why? The man that keeps my attention will find all that very sexy.
I guess I am bored with what I have right now. There is one particular one whom I thought had potential. I mean we could had something, maybe, but even he shows signs of insecurity and doubt. I need you to be on it. I need you to know that you are the best thing since corn bread and greens.
So, I am almost back at square one. I love men so much that I will never stop giving them the benefit of the doubt. I have friends who have given up on them completely and is dating women exclusively, and happily doing so. That route is not an option for me, a woman would annoy the shit out of me.
I am going to keep dating because that is the most fun out of all this craziness. I enjoy the dinners, movies and the conversations. Men are the most fascinating creature on earth, and it is my challenge to capture and tame one, well for him to capture and tame me....lol In a perfect world we would capture each other and be for each other what we need without ever even asking, just pure love.
Speaking of dating, I meet a dude who was Patron cute, which means after a few shots he looked real good! I was going to give him some time until he said I got a DUI and cannot drive, my license is suspended and I need you to pick me up. Ummmmmm pimp, you don't need to be trying to date. After a short pause I knew this was not going to work out....lol
