Back on Track

Sometimes on the journey through life, we fall off the road we have in mind for ourselves. Sometimes there are things and people that do not help us get to where we are going, but they are placed in our lives as either a distraction, a reminder or just something to get us back to where we were going in the first place.

I am a known procrastinator and I have a very short attention span. I am not sure why, I guess I need constant stimulation either mentally or physically. I need the energy in my brain to always be challenged to do better, to do more and to keep trying. Every now and then I need a push in the right direction. A push to remind me who I am and what I am here for. I often give people a standin my life who surely donot deserve to be there, thats the kindness in me. I am learning to be more selective in my selection. There is nothing wrong with choosing. We make decisions everyday, but how many are conscious decisions that we think about before making the final decision. Not many.

Today, as the 1st of February approaches us I am going to pay more attention to the decisions I make. Pay more attention to the people I let in my life and let it be ok for me to be just me. I enjoy the company of people from different walks of life. I am able to converse with the most elegant and get down with the dirty, but my true life path longs to be with those who share a common love of life, love and giving. People who know the true meaning of life and those who try to bring meaning to their lives. No bitterness, no hatred, no sadness. Just spread love. Be what you need in your life to someone.

{{Peace Ya'll}}

I've been Away.....

OMG! I have been away neglecting doing the thing that I love the most, writing! Maybe I am distracted by life or maybe even love, whatever it is I need to get it together.

It's funny how you canplan howyouwant your life to be and nothing comes out the way youplan, but things do happen in another way that works our even better. That is what my life is right now. It is filled with a load of surprises, unexpected moments that really make life worth living. Me being somewhat of a planner and super organized person had to make the adjustment to the unexpected and boy has it been great. The element of surprise is always bitter-sweet. I am open.